even though i haven’t since october
even though i’m not friends anymore with most people from my blogroll
taking them off would be sad, so i won’t.
even though i feel like i was a different person when i started this blog,
even though i’m not really that different at all.
life is nice right now, but not every day is nice. like, i remember it used to be that i loved every day ever, and i was always happy all the time, or i pretended to be, anyway. not anymore. now i don’t sleep nearly enough, and sometimes i don’t feel like talking to anybody, and sometimes i am extraordinarily happy for no reason at all. that bit’s still the same.
i am not exactly dreading college anymore, though i don’t know that i’m looking forward to it. maybe a little.
as of now i plan on becoming a first grade teacher, but i’m not even sure about that.
notice that i am not typing with capital letters. i’m not exactly into perfect grammar anymore. i used to be so careful about writing everything exactly right, the proper way, and i would never in a million years have typed an ‘I’ by itself without a capital letter. never ever.
i do things without thinking, nowadays. don’t know if that’s good or bad.
i talk more to different people, less to others.
sometimes i eavesdrop on people.
i’m a vegetarian now. have been since october 11th. it hasn’t been very difficult at all.
i have a tumblr. i never post here. i haven’t tweeted in about a month.
my mind is more cluttered
and i don’t get to sleep as easily because of it. i don’t always have nice dreams, and sometimes i don’t dream at all.
i’m angry sometimes, and sometimes i show it.
my life is more realistic.
if any of the above makes sense.
i have my braces off.
did i already say that?
i mean, this is what i looked like yesterday afternoon